It's really annoying and driving me crazy with that bunch of monkeys!
Too bad, one of the Malaysia's driving rules is we can only have our licences when we're 17, unfortunately I'm only 16.
No matter what, I still think that I'm getting elder and elder day by day~
That bunch of monkeys aren't as easy as I thought; aren't as good as I thought; aren't as naive as I thought. When I scold them, I get scolded back.. When I punish them, I felt sorry to them.. When ah mah scolds them, I felt ashamed cause I didn't do my responsibilities as the eldest grandchildren in the house to help her take care of the others..
Maybe I'm the angel type, I'm not fierce enough, I think I'm the angel who is sent by God to this family~ I have no idea. Everything happens for a reason, and God will always leave the good ones for us, perhaps this is the best plan for me......
However~~
I wish I could be like mummy. She's like my mirror, I'm almost the same with her. We're busybody, we love to make friends but we could cope ourselves when we're alone too, our sounds are soft, no one could hear us (in primary). But then we were monitors of the class! :D She's single eyelid when she's small, me too and still single eyelid now. We share the same characteristics so I think I would be the same as mummy when I've grown up :)
And now, her voice is as loud as tiger or maybe lions' roar, even my brother's essay describing mummy included her voice is as loud as tigers hahaha!! Dad, bro and I are afraid of her when she screams, yells, shouts. I think I would be like this in the future ;)
Anyway, my first part-time job in my life until now is teaching. And I'll never be a teacher! Especially kindergarten teacher or teaches those small small ones... Teaching them causes my blood pressure increases way up high! I almost will have heart attack. It's really hard teaching them and it's super tough. Like, the most difficult job is teaching. I don't know about other job, but for now, I will never be a teacher for the rest of my life!
I still remember, when primary teacher asks us about our ambitions, my answer was either teacher, police, air-stewardess or firewoman.. Thinking back those days was really memorable! That time I didn't know much about jobs and I was determined to be a teacher THAT TIME. Whenever I'm in grandma's house, I will imagine I have few students and I write on the calendar as my whiteboard la.. I love writing on the board, it's kinda fun! But now, I will say no even the salary for a teacher is high!
I'm still working as a teacher as part-time job in my UCMAS learning center. Actually I'm there is for my own good. I could gain experiences while working, I wouldn't forget my formulas and my basics of UCMAS and I also understands the life of being a teacher is not that easy. So maybe like this, I will work harder in my school life so that I won't disappoint teachers' hope towards me. ^^
My UCMAS teacher introduces me a part-time job at a vegetarian restaurant.
She is a vegetarian, so she always has her meals there, and they need people as part-time job. So my teacher introduces me to work there. I'm quite happy! Before that, I was thinking to work in MBO and maybe I will have free tickets to watch a movie there (my family and I love watching movie at MBO. we go there almost every week!).
Actually my very first intention to work during holidays is to escape from that bunch of monkeys and try something new out there in the adults' busy life. In the same time, I gained experiences too! And the pay isn't that bad tho!!! RM 6 per hour and if I didn't ponteng in the whole December, boss will pay me RM 1200! Wow! to me, 1200 isn't a small amount. No matter what, I'm still a student, 1200 per month maybe is too much~
Best things in life aren't free. RM 1200, gotta stand the whole day, maybe will get scolded by customers, maybe will punished by boss cause didn't do well or didn't pay hundred attention during work. And if she trusts me, she'll let me be the cashier! Actually, for me, no matter what she asks me to do, I will follow. Just have to be patient with me because this is the first time working at a restaurant, and it's a grand restaurant where functions will be held there. Especially at night, people mountain people sea! O.o
For now, I'm waiting for message that when I need to go to the restaurant to practice first before I start working officially.
In the end, it's still a vegetarian restaurant. Those customers will be very kind, I guess~ Not those
Just hope that everything goes well as I wish =]
My first practice is on this coming Friday, so wish everything is on track on that day!!






























































































