Maybe Right.. Maybe Wrong..

This week is results week.
Suddenly i felt that exam is a scary thing
Before that in first class, i always wish to get good results. But now in this class, i never wish to get the highest one..

Almost every subjects i sapu. Examples like add maths, account, ekonomi asas and sejarah. Others subjects i don't know.

I received many reactions... Like
"Pey Gyn, can you don't get so high marks?"
"I feel like i wanna tear your test paper…"
"Walao! Why can you get that high?!"
"See mine, and see yours..."

And the most hurt one are
"A class so what?!?!"
            And
"Can you go back to A class?"

That moment, I'm thinking next time i shouldn't study and sit for the test.
Perhaps this may be the right choice for the exam~

Sometimes I'm thinking that changing class is not the right choice ever.

Next, is friends problem...
I changed to this class with Xiao Yoong.
Mun Jing and Kha Yee change to that class also.
So XY are very good with them. I also good but not that close. They want answers, they'll come and find me.
I super hate these kind of friends!

Sometimes I'm thinking that changing class is not the right choice ever.

Overall, i change class is because...
I am interested in either MassCom or Hotel Management. Main point is the both of them don't require Science subject. So i no need waste my time staying in Science stream.
I'm lucky i managed to change to Art stream.

My standard is in the first class. So when SPM i could get straight A's is the best! I could get scholarship and study what course that i am interested with. 😁😁

My family is not that rich, so got to work hard to get money! ^^ Too bad, brother doesn't know how to think it this way.

And yeah i finally got a chance to attend the Anugerah Cemerlang!
I get 5A's for PT3 and highest score for Mathematics. So have the chance to receive money from school and could meet with the Datuk and also shake her hand! ↖(^▽^)↗ Datuk, man!!!! Timbalan Menteri Pelajaran 1. Yipee!!

And this is the right choice i came into this class..

Damn You!!

Recently, my uncle was admitted to hospital. He admitted on Tuesday. And discharged yesterday.

During those days he in the hospital, my family and i had helped them out a lot.

The first day, as usual lahh my grandma always asked us to do this and that. What also Pek Imm Pek Imm... (mum) ╰_╯
First day, got to wait for his turn to check this and that. So aunt was thinking to accompany uncle. Main problem was didn't have transportation. She just knew how to drive auto, but not manual.

So, ah mah told aunt:"aiya, Ann's sons are still young. Then Pey Gyn and Lik Jun already older mah, so can ask Pek Imm fetch you after she came back from work." Then aunt said ok and went to call mum.

That night dinner, ah mah told parents that 3 zhe also wanna go, but car no more space. Dad said asked be zhe la (Ann). Ah mah said don't talk nonsense la! I don't know what it mean..

After dinner, off to hospital. Aunt didn't come back that day and stayed at hospital together with uncle.

Next day (Wednesday). Can't remember what happened in the morning. Erm breakfast as usual.. Then in the evening, after dad back from work fetched me, bro, 2 cousins (uncle geh children) and ah gong to hospital. We fetched again, and it was all ah mah's decision!
Ah mah tapau-ed home dinner for uncle and aunt. *I was wondering why do you need to tapau for him? Hospital nothing to eat meh? Until this moment, it's not your turn to choose ehat you want and what you dont want to eat.* Wonder if she treats mum that good.... �� Not say that now treats her bad but it's the same as other daughter-in-law. But mum treats her super good! Always offer her transport to here and there, did you realize that? You ask her go to the west, she won't go to east!
Nothing much on that day already i guess.

Another day (Thursday, yesterday )..... Uncle could discharge from hospital. He can out in the afternoon but came home in the evening. Why??? Pek Imm AGAIN! Ya, because waited after mum finished from work and fetched them back from hospital. The first day uncle went in to hospital by his office's car and driver along with a secretary. But why couldn't back home by that way also?! Why must you asked mum fetch you too???! This time was also ah mah's decision.. i asked her why he doesn't want to take office's car and there's driver too! Ah mah said paiseh wor... But he works for the company helps the company to earn money, why must he feels paiseh? I was WONDERING if use company's service paiseh. But asking my mum to do all these shits... Won't you feel paiseh?!?! I AM SPEECHLESS ��

Today is the main one!
Ah gong repeated many times to ask mum whether she printed the papers or not don't know what BR1M la..
He asked me many times but mum haven't reply me what can i do? Why don't you call her yourself?!

Then when i was doing homework, i ACCIDENTALLY heard ah mah and aunt discussed about how to take uncle's car from the office. Uncle couldn't drive for one week. So got to ask leople fetch lor. And what i heard and what i felt unfair towards she said was… PEK IMM is busy during weekends so dont't know ask who to fetch *sigh*  So many sons and daughter-in-laws, why you choose PEK IMM?!?!?!

If i had the right to speak all my words, i would say out all the things that were already passed long…long…time ago.. Who cares??

And tomorrow (Saturday), mum volunteered to go to KL to drive uncle's car back home.

Many times, i could imagine when will i be like mum?
She is really kind, but over-kind.
Actually is not that great to be kind-ful, but avoid being kind-less. ☺
Being like mum is okay ah... ^^ Because although will be treated like maid but at least you are willing to. (Something like that)~
If macam me, got to follow what the elder one ask us to do. But does with a being-forced-heart... And the result will be not good. And maybe kena scold too. �� sigh!

Conclusion is..... In our house, the eldest either sons or daughter-in-laws will be treated like hell. If like that, I'd would rather go to hell! ������

The Changing Class Story...

It's been a long time since I updated my blog...
Not because I was busy. but I was too lazy to update... And phone is hard for me to update.


Well, let's get into main point~~~~~
2015, new environment for me. Why?
Form 4 school life, no more all kind of exams. PT3, done! SPM, not come yet! So, they say form 4 life is a honeymoon year, but some say it's not. They say form 4 life is to let you change yourself into a better you ;) I think this is the right one.

Last year, PT3 I got 5A, which are BI, BI (oral), Maths, Sejarah and Geography. So, 3B which are BM, BM (oral) and BC. I got C for KH and a D for Science. It's okay lah... I'm not interested in Science also.

Teacher gave me Science class according to my results.. Most of them were happy and excited! But I was the opposite of them. I wish to go to art class, although it's behind class. Well, parents didn't encourage me to study in first class although mum used to study in Science class. But grandma, she said that behind class will mix with those naughty ones, but I said I won't influence by them. Study in Science class is totally useless to me, I didn't wish to be a doctor or nurse or surgeon or veterinarian and those something t do with medical. Already confirmed! Yesterday went to visit my uncle in the hospital. The nurse came in and changed to bandage for him. After I saw the wound, I wanted to vomit and almost fainted. Ya! I know doctors earn a lot of money in their life (grandpa said that)! But if you force me to do something I don't interested with, I'd rather earn less money!

Mum said I'm a kehpochee, so study Mass Com is the best choice for me, and I chose to be in Art Class. School started late this year because of floods. And i got to study in Science class before I could change to art class. Those few days, I never pay attention to what teacher talking about Physic, Biology and Chemistry, because there are no these subjects in Art class. Mum said if I can't change? So got to listen too.... I listened to her, I copied the notes teacher gave, did the project teacher asked us to do. Did whatever she asked to do.

And after around 2 weeks, I managed to go to the art class.
Xiao Yoong and I went together. I was nervous and excited at the same time. I was afraid that the one in D class (Art class) will not welcome us, maybe too scared of A class :D But it was totally opposite! 95% of them welcomed us with a warm heart, maybe they think that if they face any problems, A class will help them kao tim! ^^

After studied in that class few days, I was totally a different one! I became a open-minded person, cheerful girl, non-so-stress student. Even Jamie also said that I was stress-less. But of course, little bit stress will definitely got in everybody's mind.

But the problem in that class is whenever Xiao Yoong and I have problems with homework, we have nobody to ask, except the teachers :/ Even exams only could supply answers, but not get answers from the other people. During the exams, I miss the time in A class. We could share share answers, work together to get excellent marks! In the other hand, art class can't work together. But I will work hard to get straight A's I guess.

Xiao Yoong's thinking is work the hardest and do the best in D class. So that can avoid mempersiasuikan A class. That's why she is so stress..... :'(
But my thinking is totally different from her!!! I will think that try my best will do... Don't push yourself too hard, later D class students will thought we go there to take number 1. So, not so stress la me! ;)


This is all about my changing class story....
Many people said I was a fool. Could study in A class but chose to study in D class.
But this is my choice. My pathway in the future! So why you care so much towards me? But I also appreciate your caring la, friends....

Huey Ling, the girl that most miss me, I guess... Well, HL, I miss you too la! :*

Hmmm, What I have have fear is... Left A class, then our friendship will get further and further. And at last, no more contacts... T,T But I think won't! These holidays, I am bored and I find them chat all the time! And furthermore, I still enjoy my 20 minutes or less than that recess with A class (Li Wen and Hui Fong) plus an ex-A class student, now in B class (Charmaine).

In the midnight before sleep, I will chat with them! Most of them active only in the midnight, they are like owls. Sleep in the morning, active at night. A class....... x)

I hope we would have a hangout together with the WHOLE A class! \(^.^)V



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